Aries (June Energy Reading)

Aries... I know what you did last summer...

JK but I know what you did this year.

You didn’t.

Aries why so prideful? Why is it that no one can tell you about yourself and that only you know you? I can tell you right now that some of you barely have the right to self assess because people have let you get away with so many things for so long. Yeah, you look great, yeah you have this person wrapped around your finger, and yes you keep your appearance polished but the motto for you is not “look good, feel good” this season.

It’s more like “fess up and own up to your wrong’s or else” sort of vibe. People have been supporting you but have YOU really been supporting people? Granted some of you have been emotionally unavailable for a bit now but yet you still pulled on heart strings and still felt guilty about certain things you said or did but never really admitted this because you may have been too ashamed to say anything.

Some of you thought you did nothing wrong at all (even scarier).

Your faith has been wavering for a minute now and I feel like it peaked in May. Some of you started feeling like it was YOU against the world, and let me just say, that was not the case at all. You created that security around your heart and scared away some people who were genuinely interested and cared about you.

Trust issues much?

Why so extreme? No one wanted to hurt you and no one thought you were worthless, you projected these emotions onto other people. Some of you knew you were pushing away, some of you didn’t even realize it was happening.

Now, I won’t make you guys feel like it was TOTALLY wrong. Some of you came out of bad situations where you always gave too much of yourself and received very little in return. This trend started to suck; being invested in people or things that didn’t really appreciate you the same, I seriously get it.

But you held that grudge for a LONG, LONG time. It actually became a goal to get back at everyone and anything that left you in the dirt, but that didn’t really heal anything did it , Aries ?

There were still lonely tears shed. I wish I could’ve been there to hug you guys while all this was going down but you may not have even wanted one; that’s how hurt some of you have been.

We can fix this.

Anything you can do, I actually couldn’t do better because I was trying too hard...

A lot of Aries felt like they had to prove themselves this year and into May. It’s like you had to prove you were tough, prove you were independent and prove that you could get along just fine on your own. This was caused from numerous upheavals that my poor baby Aries had to face multiple times dating back to 2017 and clearing out once April hit. By then, you figured that the role you always had to play was the fierce cookie. The one who couldn’t be taken advantage of, the one that worked so hard just to avoid certain thoughts, and the one who could be the life of the party but yet no one could obtain your number because why?

You were not down to let the same things happen to you again. In this mindset, you became increasingly controlling, some didn’t even see the monster that they were becoming. In this also, you missed out on some connections that could have actually been worth your while if you would’ve just given it a chance.

If you weren’t ready to, that’s totally understandable but now we are at the point of a crossroads. Do you really want to go into Gemini season (the season where everyone wants to talk and forgive and reconcile) bitter? Or do you want to go in with an open mind so that you receive the closure that you need and also see that, hey, that person, job, or thing wasn’t so bad after all.. I can actually see myself doing this now.

You guys are risk takers, use this to your leverage in June.

Take a risk on the people who see interest in you, people who come up and wanna get to know you, jobs that seem interesting and worth the shot, work outs you always knew you could master and other skills as well as using your competitive edge in a positive manner instead of negative.

Ah, did that peak your interest?

Your theme song for June is “Build God, Then We’ll Talk” by Panic! at the Disco

This can be easily solved, my dear ones. Just understand that everything that happened to you wasn’t because you weren’t deserving of happiness, but because you needed to have better antennas as far as to who you let dictate your happiness. If you follow me, I’m referring to you realizing co dependency is toxic, blaming others for numerous things doesn’t change shit, and that even if you are flexing on social media or to friends, it doesn’t mean that you just could ditch all of your trauma.

You can no longer dump your traumas onto other people my beautiful darlings. I love you guys so much but when you guys get upset, it’s no telling you anything because at that point, everything you say is right, no matter how outrageous your conclusion.

The goal for you this season is to reach out to that one trusted friend of yours who knows every aspect of you but most importantly, the sweetest side of you. Start there. Start opening up about the deep seated angers you have but also LISTEN to the feedback that you receive. Chances are, whoever you choose to speak to has very good judgement so don’t let their words come in one ear and go out the other.

Stop, look, and listen is another motto for you as well. Observe situations and things from a neutral standpoint. Understand that your emotions can’t be touched unless you invest them. Also understand that connections can’t be built unless you invest in them.

You know the discretion because you’ve dealt with plenty of weird people before. Fix your antennas and be smart. Don’t right people off because they don’t do what YOU wanted them to do or what you expected. Let connections humble you. In that, that is the only way you will find purity in love.

If you need that one person, call them. Most likely, they miss you too.

Love,

Tractor